perhaps some day i'll stop posting stuff to haziq in this blog.

but i think that day will only come when...

i've gone crazy,

or...

I stop loving him,

or..

he tells me in the face to shut the fuck up and give up on him.

well... yeah.

suddenly was reminded bout last time,

heh heh. whenever i go to his house and only leave at 6 plus,

where he has to send me home and walk slowly with me,

and didn't tell me that he has to reach home before his mom does.

and in the end, he has to sprint home.

and i must say, he's an awesome sprinter.

like awesome.

awesomely fast.

but still,

yeah. like, when i reach home, even before i could step into the toilet,

he's home.

he has to walk along the canal and everything to reach home.

awww, sweet aye.

okayyy, slowly losing my mind.

i've forgotten how to love,

cause i haven't loved anyone besides him in ...

7 months?

yeah, 7 months.

i broke my record 'cause of him.

i stayed single for 7 months.

Ain't that just.... unimaginable.

'cause i love him THAT much. Just that much.

yeah. that much.

sighs.

i miss those times.