Let me hear you call my name. :D:D:D
HEY!! :D:D:D
NAME :: KARYN CHOY :D:D:D
- known to be super sotong!! meaning super blurr...
- and... known to be a pig.... 'cause i love sleeping... :D:D:D
- LOVES SHOPPING!! :D:D:D mad loves.
- loves my bro, JAYDON :D:D:D he's 10 years younger than me.... but still, love him loads!!
- loves my family too!! :D:D:D
- trying to be happy staying single.... :D:D:D
ANYWAY, TYVM FOR VIEWING AND TAG KAY!! :D:D:D
LOVE YA LOADS. :D:D:D
More than words.
You know you love me, too.
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PIGs ftw (:
Monday, April 26, 2010
hahaha. dunno wassup with the title.haha. long time since i blogged man!!!! hahah. well..... this is for ZI JUN!!!!! I'M NEVER GOIN SAKAE IN THIS MONTH OR MAYBE HALF OF THE NEXT.... YOU MADE ME DEVELOP A FEAR FOR SAKAE MAN!!!! BUT I STILL LOVE YOU YEAH. HAHAHA. (: hahaha. so many things i wanna blog bout now... but no time!! hahah. oh oh. I LOST MY SHAKESPEAR'S TRANSALATION OF MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM!!!!!! OMFG MAN. HOW CAN I LOOSE IT AT SUCH AN IMPORTANT MOMENT!!!! so angry at myself for losing a 20++30 bucks book. WTF. haha. just now i was walking back home, i saw this upper sec couple holding hands and walking and talking.. although they obviously looked like they were just steading for the sake of it, i'm still envious of 'em yeah. i wish i have haziq beside me now, like last time, cheering my up whenever i was down, giving me a great hug that i loved always when he sees that i'm tired or sad, taking the initiative to carry all the stuff for me, despite looking a little girly with my handbag and never ever moans, not minding to be my maid and everything.understanding me no matter how inbearable i am sometimes, and getting angry at him for not texting him much the whole day cause he's too obsessed with his soccer. and me yeah-ing away when i realise he can not go for his friday prayer and accompany me the whole day. i was really too much sometimes. but, he beared all that, and loved me despite all that. it might sound dumb, looking at my history of love life, but he's really really, the guy i really loved. from the bottom of my heart. last time, for my ex, i loved him, but not as much, everybody told me that, are you sure? then i got hesitant. but this time round, although it was really really shocking to my buddies, i still stood to me thinking, and would straightforwardly tell them that yes, i am sure, and i love him even though he's a malay and everything. i must sound very crazy now, but its true. from the bottom of my heart. i couldn't sleep without hugging him. i couldn't. but i had to get used to it. i couldn't get close to couples, as i would feel hurt and emo for the rest of the days. BUT, i have to live with it. i have to put on a fake smile sometimes, even though i'm hurting so much on the inside just by thinking of him. going to e!hub on rainy days made my heart sore, as i remembered the time where we froze at e!hub together, and despite how cold you are, you still held on to me tightly and gave me warmth. its really the small things that he does, to show me his love. come to think of it, i've done nothing for him. nothing. he deserves better. maybe that's why i lost him. maybe.. Labels: the rain is covering my tears. |
Goodbye.
ZI JUN :D:D:D
KEITH :D:D:D
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