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Taking HIM out of my life......
Friday, February 20, 2009
Hey peeps, well, think u all very curious why i so angry with daniel lim jun hoong right??? haha... especially keith wong... haizz.... bother me for one whole day for the damn answer... think i will write here ba.... think i will sound despo, but the focus is on him, not me.CHAPTER ONE ... haha.... --- well, daniel and i are sort of best friends since we were p4. i still remember, when li dan, jia yi, yi jie and i were sitting in a circle talking away, cause teacher not here, then he suddenly come over, pat my back, and told me that he saw me the day before,( a weekend) at fish & co. . i was astonished, though, cause when i was p4 not really socialise to boys as much as now.... not so crazy la.... now i socialise like crazy... haha... last time is so so, somemore, daniel switched class from those behind to my class, i think. this part not very vivid in my memory.. its good enough that i remember the main points, remembering the point that i have short-term-memory. then think i went to him, then after that we started chatting , and then became superb friends... to think we even ate the same thing, and shared a fillet.. haha.... that was... nice, though... haha. XD initially, thought things would stay as they are, but, i was wrong, though,.... haha. :'( well, p5 onwards we grown more apart, but still good friends.... haha... he comes to my house quite often barh,.... he even know where my stuffs are... LAST TIME.... dun even think he gives a damn abt it now... anyway, things got worse in p6, as i was trying my v. best to keep the friendship going on, without tearing it apart anymore, or hurting the wound that was there already.... but then, of course things didnt went my way. also, i had to concentrate on PSLE, so not much time to bother abt this kinda stuff.. haha. CHAPTER TWO.. .haha// --- well, then sec one we still occasionaly meet up, but then really feel super bad and irritated abt us flying apart.. u know,,... that kinda, feeling.... well... just doesn't feel good. then last year, i think, we wanted to go and watch twilight.... he said ok, to going out, though.... In the end, when everyone was callled and everything, cause i always let him relaz; every time we go out, i am always the one who wastes messages asking pple n telling pple the info, then he just go out can already... but this time, i did everything too; in the end, he cancelled it without telling me AT ALL. i was, super angry, maybe because it is the first time he did that, and also, the first tim where a boy did not call to cancel stuff with me... whenever guys wanna go out with me, its always they arrange.... but for daniel's case, i am always the one arranging..... @ first, i wanted to ignore him, cause i was QUITE angry.... but when i saw him at downtown east again, my heart literally melted, all the angriness was GONE ..... I was super high when i saw him.... then i explained everything to him, then we decided to go out on valentine's day , since this year i am single on valentine's day... He was supposed to plan everything this time, though.... cause i knew i could live with it even if HE CALLED TO CANCEL. in the end, the same thing happened again..... HE DIDN"T CALL TO CANCEL THE OUTING< . luckily, i called the others to cancel it, or there would be more victims. well, anyway, this time I AM REALLY ANGRY ALREADY. normally, if any guys does this to me, at the first time he did it, i would not bother to contact that guy anymore,,..... but like i said, so many years of friendship..... well, dunno why i forgiven him the first time anyway.,.... well, i am not angry because he cannot make it. I AM ANGRY BECAUSE HE DIDN:T EVEN BOTHER TO CALL TO CANCEL THE DAMN THING! freak! well, now i AM still angry, and think i would decide to get HIM our OF MY LIFE. everything about him would be erased. I CAN LIVE WITHOUT HIM. he is not my husband or whatsoever , that i have to rely on him so so so much. i think i have better friends than him. FOR GOD"S SAKE, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I AM SO ANGRY WITH SOMEONE BEFORE<> well, remember?/ out of sight, out of mind. he's out of MY sight, whih means OUT OF MY MIND. Labels: out of mind...., out of sight |
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